I do not know
where I am meant to be
but I do know
that I do not belong here
and that is enough
for me to leave.
you wait for others
to point you a direction
and you wonder why
you end up in a place
you don't belong.
how many losses
did you take
without even trying
only to find out later that
someone else
has gotten to where you want
by doing the exact same things
you had in mind?
you don't know
what you are doing
so you look for answers
in other people
but the truth is,
nobody really knows
what they are doing either
and instead of letting someone
who has no idea
tell you what to do
why not just fuck it up yourself
anyway?
you've got yourself
and that's all you need
to make a change.
you break your own heart
by telling yourself
to give it another shot
when you already know
it is time to let go.
it's always
the choices
you didn't make
that come back
to haunt you.
isn’t it interesting
how we always regret
the things we didn’t do
and rarely the ones
we did?
get out.
make mistakes.
do something different.
live the dream
you have always wanted
when you were younger.
the dream that
you have been spending
your whole life
thinking about.
do it once.
it’s okay to fail.
it’s not about succeeding.
it’s about living a dream
you have always wanted.
do it once.
do it before
your life is over.
don't make the mistake
of making mistakes
based on
somebody else's terms.
and it's funny when I think about it sometimes
how that one little idea you had
when you were a kid
becomes a part of you when you grow up
permanently.
but what kind of life is this, really
if I can't do the thing
I want the most.
who are you
when you are not addicted
by all the internet stimulation
who are you
when you stop doing things
for instant gratification
who are you
when you stop trying so hard
just to get validation
who are you
when no one
is watching you?
you glow differently when you stop giving a fuck about what others think.
do you ever feel like you're wasting time and not actually living, almost like you're waiting to live?
most people will not want
the same things you want
as badly as you
and that is
your superpower.
one conversation can change your life.
we all get older
and sometimes we forget
the things we said
we would do for ourselves
when we get older.
