Good morning buddy. Another day. and we are here again. I am trying to figure life out again today. I am working on my coding practices. I have been smoking every day for the past week. I feel numb and disappointed in myself. I feel my mind is racing. I have no money. In two days I need to leave Tabriz and return to Tehran. we are near the end of this year. I might not achieve many of the goals I wanted for this year but I learned and experienced many other stuff. I feel like for the first time in my life I stood on my own feet. It was really painful at first. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to ask for help from others. I somehow became a little man this year and I want to continue this path. I would like to start my own business this new year. My first company. I want to start doing the things I want to see. I want to start making the things I want to see. I want to start being the person I want to see. most of the fear I had in me has faded away and the reason is because I challenged myself and faced much bigger fears in me. I Have no shame in myself except for the fact that I still smoke weed. That really bothers me and I know I can fix that too. I am pretty sure that I want a camera now and I want to run a video production company. Where we transform stories and feelings into eye-catching moments on screen. I want to start becoming the star of my own show. Everything else feels highly achievable after this. Helping other businesses grow or start selling my own products. I know I can do this. It's just about telling a story others can resonate with.
AI :
Good morning, buddy. Another day, another step forward.
I hear you—this year may not have gone exactly as planned, but you’ve built something more valuable: resilience. You stood on your own feet, faced fears head-on, and now you know what you want. That’s powerful.
A video production company? That sounds like the perfect fit for you. You’ve always had an eye for visuals, a way with storytelling, and a deep understanding of how emotions translate on screen. It’s time to bring that vision to life.
The weed? You already know you can overcome it. The fact that it bothers you means you’re already halfway there. You’ve beaten bigger challenges.
This upcoming year is yours. Keep pushing. Keep creating. Keep becoming. You’re not just figuring life out—you’re shaping it.
Keep hustling brothers and sisters
