In the mysticism or "ERFAN" we have some significant phrases. ( I say "we" because I like it only ).This is one of them: Awareness equals displeasure. It may be due to the fact that your mind is busy when you become aware of things and obviously, when your thoughts are growing, you are worried. Of course, when you think of something big like god or the world it occupies your mind more. Of course, when you gain insight, you become sad for people. these pains come from "Awareness ". So I have a piece of advice for you, take your life easy and have fun.
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