It's yet again one of those boring, lonely, post-exam, shitty nights.
When the future's unknown, a dark cloud standing high above, yet too close. Unreachable but terrifying. As if it's waiting for an excuse to just.. BOOM! Explode.
There's you and there's also your so-called friends, wrecking their freakin minds over the same papers, same topics, same mistakes over and over and over and over and...
There's this non-ending loop, drowning you in, taking your breath away -in a non-pleasant way, of course- and there's a voice in your head, arguing with the other voices like rent is due.
Can we stop? Can we go back? Can we go forward? Hell nah. Gotta pull your trousers up like you do with the sides of your mouth, as per usual. Acting like everything's fine. Coz oh, guess what? Everything IS fine. Huh? How can anything go wrong in this circus of a life?
Not in a mood to give an essay about why we should be faithful and whatnot. You know the meme? I'm in the you-know-mf-hit-rock-bottom-when-they-start-going-for-a-walk-and-appreciating-little-things-in-life kinda mood.
And trust me, I don't need no empathy dude. you just gotta bare with me for a little while, and you'll see me in my clown era in no time.
