My hands shake a lot, my body hurts, and sometimes I wake up feeling stressed and worried. I'm always on the go, but sometimes I question what I'm doing. Even after 12 years of school and graduating from university next year, I still don't know what direction I'm headed in. At times, I wonder if there's something wrong with me.
After graduating from school, I learned many valuable lessons that have stayed with me throughout my life. First and foremost, I believe that life is a journey that should never be sold to anyone or anything. No amount of money can bring true happiness, especially if you work(or study) in a place where you feel miserable. The values that are instilled in us by our country and family may not necessarily align with our personal beliefs. The same goes for religion, which should be a personal choice rather than something imposed on us. It's important to question these beliefs and choose what truly resonates with us.
Anyway, I'm not sure why I'm saying all of this, but I do know one thing - I'm not happy that I was born here. Someday, I hope to leave. There are so many things that our educational system owes us, such as teaching us how to plan our lives based on our values, develop healthy habits, and take care of our mental health, and share our feelings with one another. I will keep learning. Maybe not about computer science, but I will learn about how to live. I don't think we are truly alive; rather, we are just following the path that has already been set for us as working-class members of society.
I hope that one day, we can live the life we were meant to live.
